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Post by tomokomustprotecteveryone on Feb 12, 2015 17:52:12 GMT -5
A worried, concerned look came over Tomoko's face, and he leant both elbows on the table, supporting his chin with his hands. "Aisu, I can tell you for certain, that your death definitely would not be for the best. I can assure you of that." his tone had softened by a fraction, but the worry in his tone was still clear. To address the point where she cut herself off, he tilted his head slightly, asking, "Are you sure you can not talk about it now?" Aisu shook her head, "No its perfectly fine, I'm fine, I've just been thinking about things, like my scars and such, I am looking for a way to actually clear up these scars if possible!" (hh im so sorry if my rp's are just jumbled, and messed up i'm trying to develop more emotions with aisu and doing it at 12 AM on a school night it probably not the best idea,,) Tomoko tried to disguise the tone of worry, trying his best to make it seem more curious - though in all honesty he saw completely concerned - he said, "How do you plan on doing that, Aisu?"
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Post by jadedmelody on Feb 12, 2015 18:17:21 GMT -5
Aisu shook her head, "No its perfectly fine, I'm fine, I've just been thinking about things, like my scars and such, I am looking for a way to actually clear up these scars if possible!" (hh im so sorry if my rp's are just jumbled, and messed up i'm trying to develop more emotions with aisu and doing it at 12 AM on a school night it probably not the best idea,,) Tomoko tried to disguise the tone of worry, trying his best to make it seem more curious - though in all honesty he saw completely concerned - he said, "How do you plan on doing that, Aisu?" "Honestly I have no idea.." Aisu had avoided eye contact.
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Post by tomokomustprotecteveryone on Feb 12, 2015 18:18:04 GMT -5
Tomoko tried to disguise the tone of worry, trying his best to make it seem more curious - though in all honesty he saw completely concerned - he said, "How do you plan on doing that, Aisu?" "Honestly I have no idea.." Aisu had avoided eye contact. "Are you sure about that Aisu?" he asked, pressing slightly further.
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Post by jadedmelody on Feb 12, 2015 18:19:51 GMT -5
"Honestly I have no idea.." Aisu had avoided eye contact. "Are you sure about that Aisu?" he asked, pressing slightly further. "I'm sure, I honestly have no idea how to get rid of these scars."
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Post by tomokomustprotecteveryone on Feb 12, 2015 18:25:50 GMT -5
"Are you sure about that Aisu?" he asked, pressing slightly further. "I'm sure, I honestly have no idea how to get rid of these scars." "Alright..." Tomoko said slowly, nodding even slower, "Please do not do anything foolish, however."
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Post by jadedmelody on Feb 12, 2015 18:41:29 GMT -5
"I'm sure, I honestly have no idea how to get rid of these scars." "Alright..." Tomoko said slowly, nodding even slower, "Please do not do anything foolish, however." Aisu nodded, "I'll attempt." She said in a joking tone, "But in all honesty I won't try anything dangerous, I promise."
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Post by tomokomustprotecteveryone on Feb 13, 2015 18:07:05 GMT -5
"Alright..." Tomoko said slowly, nodding even slower, "Please do not do anything foolish, however." Aisu nodded, "I'll attempt." She said in a joking tone, "But in all honesty I won't try anything dangerous, I promise." "As long as you promise..." An unsure, shaky smile came onto Tomoko's face and he fell silent. Hadn't Juliet promised that she would tell him if she murdered? Or that she would not murder at all? Was Aisu the same?
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Post by jadedmelody on Feb 13, 2015 18:45:14 GMT -5
Aisu nodded, "I'll attempt." She said in a joking tone, "But in all honesty I won't try anything dangerous, I promise." "As long as you promise..." An unsure, shaky smile came onto Tomoko's face and he fell silent. Hadn't Juliet promised that she would tell him if she murdered? Or that she would not murder at all? Was Aisu the same? "In all honesty i'm just speaking of my own death, I hadn't killed anyone. I can promise you that, big time." Aisu said, she wasn't feeling okay obviously, but it wasn't a oh-i-just-murdered-some-one- type of guilt, it was more of a wow-i-regret-not-doing-something-with-my-life type of guilt or feeling.
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Post by tomokomustprotecteveryone on Feb 14, 2015 1:43:16 GMT -5
"As long as you promise..." An unsure, shaky smile came onto Tomoko's face and he fell silent. Hadn't Juliet promised that she would tell him if she murdered? Or that she would not murder at all? Was Aisu the same? "In all honesty i'm just speaking of my own death, I hadn't killed anyone. I can promise you that, big time." Aisu said, she wasn't feeling okay obviously, but it wasn't a oh-i-just-murdered-some-one- type of guilt, it was more of a wow-i-regret-not-doing-something-with-my-life type of guilt or feeling. "Either way, it still counts as a murder here if you commit suicide, or die. Please do not try to do anything like that, Aisu..." Tomoko said calmly, tempted to reach out his hand towards her.
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Post by jadedmelody on Feb 14, 2015 2:10:02 GMT -5
"In all honesty i'm just speaking of my own death, I hadn't killed anyone. I can promise you that, big time." Aisu said, she wasn't feeling okay obviously, but it wasn't a oh-i-just-murdered-some-one- type of guilt, it was more of a wow-i-regret-not-doing-something-with-my-life type of guilt or feeling. "Either way, it still counts as a murder here if you commit suicide, or die. Please do not try to do anything like that, Aisu..." Tomoko said calmly, tempted to reach out his hand towards her. Aisu nodded, refusing to keep eye contact. "I-I'll try..not hurting myself." Fuck, she's stuttering again, the girl won't cry, she fought through these type of situations before even coming to this boat, so she refuses to cry. The only difference is that she could get help, on here the only help she has gotten was from Tomoko, and her inner thoughts. The hockey player was getting weak, murder by murder, and Aisu was surely tempted she was ready to give up.
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Post by tomokomustprotecteveryone on Feb 15, 2015 7:34:22 GMT -5
"Either way, it still counts as a murder here if you commit suicide, or die. Please do not try to do anything like that, Aisu..." Tomoko said calmly, tempted to reach out his hand towards her. Aisu nodded, refusing to keep eye contact. "I-I'll try..not hurting myself." Fuck, she's stuttering again, the girl won't cry, she fought through these type of situations before even coming to this boat, so she refuses to cry. The only difference is that she could get help, on here the only help she has gotten was from Tomoko, and her inner thoughts. The hockey player was getting weak, murder by murder, and Aisu was surely tempted she was ready to give up. The bodyguard actually bit his lip for a brief moment. She was stuttering. And seemed to be reacting badly just to stuttering. Sounded familiar. "Aisu..." He outstretched an arm slowly, tensing himself for the contact he would be making. This was protecting her, right? This was him supporting her emotionally. It wasn't body contact for the sake of body contact. The thought seemed to make him relax slightly, and his hand placed itself on her shoulder, giving it a light squeeze. "I promised at the beginning of this trip that I would look after all of you. Please, please do not try anything foolish, whether it is a suicide, or a murder. I will always be here for you and the others. Do you understand?" Hmm. Perhaps his conversation with the counselor actually helped him become more emotionally supportive...
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Post by jadedmelody on Feb 15, 2015 10:28:10 GMT -5
Aisu nodded, refusing to keep eye contact. "I-I'll try..not hurting myself." Fuck, she's stuttering again, the girl won't cry, she fought through these type of situations before even coming to this boat, so she refuses to cry. The only difference is that she could get help, on here the only help she has gotten was from Tomoko, and her inner thoughts. The hockey player was getting weak, murder by murder, and Aisu was surely tempted she was ready to give up. The bodyguard actually bit his lip for a brief moment. She was stuttering. And seemed to be reacting badly just to stuttering. Sounded familiar. "Aisu..." He outstretched an arm slowly, tensing himself for the contact he would be making. This was protecting her, right? This was him supporting her emotionally. It wasn't body contact for the sake of body contact. The thought seemed to make him relax slightly, and his hand placed itself on her shoulder, giving it a light squeeze. "I promised at the beginning of this trip that I would look after all of you. Please, please do not try anything foolish, whether it is a suicide, or a murder. I will always be here for you and the others. Do you understand?" Hmm. Perhaps his conversation with the counselor actually helped him become more emotionally supportive... The girl nodded, "I-I understand.." Aisu took a deep breath and began to wipe the tears that were about to run down her cheeks, "E-Everything for me has been messed u-up right now, n-not because of everyone dying, s-sure i'm pretty u-upset about some deaths more than other b-but m-my emotions have b-begin to go back to what they u-used to, I-I used to be tired, unemotional, a-and it's b-been happening to be a-again , e-every bad memory is resurfacing, I-I can't get enough sleep, I-I'm just a huge emotional wreck a-at the m-moment, a-and i-i'm sorry.." The girl wiped away various tears.
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Post by tomokomustprotecteveryone on Feb 15, 2015 12:46:50 GMT -5
The bodyguard actually bit his lip for a brief moment. She was stuttering. And seemed to be reacting badly just to stuttering. Sounded familiar. "Aisu..." He outstretched an arm slowly, tensing himself for the contact he would be making. This was protecting her, right? This was him supporting her emotionally. It wasn't body contact for the sake of body contact. The thought seemed to make him relax slightly, and his hand placed itself on her shoulder, giving it a light squeeze. "I promised at the beginning of this trip that I would look after all of you. Please, please do not try anything foolish, whether it is a suicide, or a murder. I will always be here for you and the others. Do you understand?" Hmm. Perhaps his conversation with the counselor actually helped him become more emotionally supportive... The girl nodded, "I-I understand.." Aisu took a deep breath and began to wipe the tears that were about to run down her cheeks, "E-Everything for me has been messed u-up right now, n-not because of everyone dying, s-sure i'm pretty u-upset about some deaths more than other b-but m-my emotions have b-begin to go back to what they u-used to, I-I used to be tired, unemotional, a-and it's b-been happening to be a-again , e-every bad memory is resurfacing, I-I can't get enough sleep, I-I'm just a huge emotional wreck a-at the m-moment, a-and i-i'm sorry.." The girl wiped away various tears. Tomoko didn't know what to say.Though it sounded extreme, he couldn't help but feel that Alice would say that this situation was perfectly normal. Internally, seeing Aisu in such a state was honestly tearing him up; he honestly didn't want someone like her, who was strong enough to hold her own in a fight, to be like this. She didn't deserve to feel like this. Taking a breath in, he slowly moved to hug her, hoping he would help in some strange, remote way, as he didn't know what to say that could comfort her.
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Post by jadedmelody on Feb 15, 2015 14:40:03 GMT -5
The girl nodded, "I-I understand.." Aisu took a deep breath and began to wipe the tears that were about to run down her cheeks, "E-Everything for me has been messed u-up right now, n-not because of everyone dying, s-sure i'm pretty u-upset about some deaths more than other b-but m-my emotions have b-begin to go back to what they u-used to, I-I used to be tired, unemotional, a-and it's b-been happening to be a-again , e-every bad memory is resurfacing, I-I can't get enough sleep, I-I'm just a huge emotional wreck a-at the m-moment, a-and i-i'm sorry.." The girl wiped away various tears. Tomoko didn't know what to say.Though it sounded extreme, he couldn't help but feel that Alice would say that this situation was perfectly normal. Internally, seeing Aisu in such a state was honestly tearing him up; he honestly didn't want someone like her, who was strong enough to hold her own in a fight, to be like this. She didn't deserve to feel like this. Taking a breath in, he slowly moved to hug her, hoping he would help in some strange, remote way, as he didn't know what to say that could comfort her. Aisu felt herself feeling bad for the amount of physical contact that was being given, the girl apologized more than once. She was in pain, and felt guilty for it, "I-I'm sorry." The girl choked out a small sob, "I-I'm being to emotional with this s-shit i'm sorry, i-it should probably be no big d-deal.."
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Post by tomokomustprotecteveryone on Feb 15, 2015 15:09:44 GMT -5
Tomoko didn't know what to say.Though it sounded extreme, he couldn't help but feel that Alice would say that this situation was perfectly normal. Internally, seeing Aisu in such a state was honestly tearing him up; he honestly didn't want someone like her, who was strong enough to hold her own in a fight, to be like this. She didn't deserve to feel like this. Taking a breath in, he slowly moved to hug her, hoping he would help in some strange, remote way, as he didn't know what to say that could comfort her. Aisu felt herself feeling bad for the amount of physical contact that was being given, the girl apologized more than once. She was in pain, and felt guilty for it, "I-I'm sorry." The girl choked out a small sob, "I-I'm being to emotional with this s-shit i'm sorry, i-it should probably be no big d-deal.." Tomoko still kept himself there, feeling slightly comforted by the fact that he was most likely protecting her in some way by doing this. "It certainly seems like a big deal, Aisu. Do not worry." The only thing that the bodyguard selfishly wanted right now was that she didn't ruin his father's suit jacket with any snot - although he could wash it, it definitely wasn't the worst kind of stain this jacket had received.
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